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Unlikely Fan
*story used with expressed permission from Unlikely Fan and can't be used without from her permission*
pt1
It was a day like any other day. I went to work. My job well, I'm an office
manager employed by the State of Massachusetts. It's a very professional atmosphere dealing with business people and the public day in and day out. But today was Monday, one of the busiest and hectic days in my office. I couldn't wait for it to be over. At the close of the day nothing much had change.
'Same shit, different day' I thought to myself.
So I headed home thinking
'What should I make for dinner' I pulled in the driveway
still wondering what to make but I knew Id think of something. Well I sat down to hearty meal of beef stew with my son. We discussed the comings and goings of the day and he asked if I was going to watch Raw with him tonight, and I thought to myself me
well maybe.
It was 9:00 p.m. here in the east coast so it was time for Raw. I sat curled up on the couch watching match after match not being too impressed by any of it, but it was making my son happy; that I was watching it with him. As I turned to go into the kitchen to make some popcorn I caught the next opponent entering the arena. A man dress in a
long black leather trench coat wearing black jeans and a blue jean shirt with a black bandanna tied around his head also wearing sunglasses riding a Harley Davidson motorcycle. I stopped in my tracks and watched this man ride around the ring, park his
bike and climb the stairs. I watched in awe as I felt something inside me stir. Who wasthis man and why haven't I seen him before. I asked my son "Who is that?".
My son replied, "Oh Mom that's just the Undertaker, that's is new act he's known now as the American Bad Ass".
I couldn't move, I watched the match as though I watch a gourmet
cook his favorite dish.
I thought 'My God he's beautiful. He's big, built and yes he had
this bad boy image that pleased me'.
When the match was over the American Bad Ass had
left an impression in my soul and a feeling I couldn't shake.
The next day I couldn't get him out of my mind and all I could think of was that I would really like to meet him and get his autograph. Now you have to understand I'm not a wrestling fan. I'm state worker in a professional office. Wrestling , Not me! But somehow I wanted to see HIM! Well, a coworker has a friend that does security at a local Civic Center and told me in the past that he could get tickets for various events that
come to the Center. I thought long and hard before asking him. But I said what the heck I'm going to give it a try.
I asked and he said "Give a few days"
A few days passed and he handed two tickets and a backstage pass.
I thought, 'Okay this is cool, a backstage
pass.' What was I thinking! Me backstage and then what well I had a few weeks tothink about what I was going to do or say if I even got that close to HIM.
part 2
The night was here, I dressed in black jeans and blue jean shirt, thinking I look okay. Maybe I'll fit in. I was hoping I wouldn't look to stiff and praying no one could see that I wasn't a real big wrestling fan. I watched in awe, feeling my whole body tremble when he enter the arena. All I could think of , was I'm going backstage and I was going to try to get his autograph. Simple I thought. I made my way down the stairs to the rear
of the Civic Center. I was stopped dead in my tracks by a security officer who asked where I thought I was going. Well I showed him my pass and he said "Okay, your cleared just go down those stairs and stay to the right."
I had no idea where I was going or what I was getting myself into. As I proceeded down the stairs, I could see allot of doors all
closed of course, with no signs on them. There were people walking in and out. As Iapproach the third door a man came out leaving it open a little. I could see inside the room.
Oh my God! There he was! What was I going to say. I softly knocked on the door and this very tired manly voice said "Come in"
My hands were shaking ,and I could feel my whole body starting to tremble. I opened the door and there he stood, a very tall man with broad shoulders and reddish hair. I couldn't speak, I just stared and he stared
back as if he recognized me or something. He looked straight into my eyes as though he was looking into my soul. It seemed like forever, but finally he said "Can I help you?".
I
took a very deep breath and said "Yes, may I please have your autograph, that is, if you are not too busy."
He looked at me with a puzzled look on his face and said "How did
you get past security"
I started to tremble even more because I wasn't sure if he was
mad or just curious. I explained that I had a backstage pass. He looked a little relieved but still puzzled. I looked up at him and our eyes met again as if they were locked into each other.
He said "Have I met you before"
I said "No, I'm not a big wrestling fan"
and realize how stupid that must have sounded.
He laughed with a deep chest laugh. My
faced at this point, was quite red. I explained that I was from Massachusetts and traveled to Rhode Island to see the show and he chuckled some more. He autographed a picture of himself on one of his Harley's and handed it to me. I thanked him and turned to
leave.
As I reached for the door knob he said "Hey, you didn't even tell me your name"
I turned to face him and again he stared, this time down on me because he was standing about a foot from me.
I looked up at him and said "Mary,
"Just Mary" He had this half
grin and said "Okay, Just Mary, how would you like to have dinner with me?"
I looked at him and my mouth just dropped open and the word "Sure" came out.
He called for his bodyguard Charlie to show me to his limo. He told Charlie "She'll be joining me for
dinner"
Charlie nodded and asked me to come with him. Charlie had a surprised look on his face as though this was not a normal occurrence. Charlie showed me to a waiting limo and told me to wait and the Taker would only be a few minutes that he had to shower.
Inside the limo, I couldn't stop trembling. Why me? Again what was I going to say? Well the door to the limo opened and Taker got in. He asked if I was comfortable and I said yes. I asked what I should call him and he replied "Just Mark"
I felt my face get very red. He laughed.
part 3
The limo pulled up to this little place.
He said "I hope you like pizza and beer".
I said I did and we went in.
"This is a little out of the way place we found on one of our other visits" He said. "It's quiet and the owner knows Vince so we don't get bothered by
fans here." "Let me explain, I don't really mean bothered, because if it wasn't for the fans there would be no Undertaker, it's just we do need to eat and have some quiet time."
I understood exactly what he meant.
He asked, "What kind of pizza do you like?"
"Oh any kind as long as it didn't have those little fish things on it" I replied.
I shook my head and felt so dumb. Again he laughed. Nothing was coming out of my mouth correctly. I had to pull myself together somehow. He order a large Pepperoni with hot peppers and a pitcher of beer. I was so nervous I could just about swallow. I noticed a juke box in the
corner and decided to play some music. I looked over the names and played a few. As I returned to the table.
He said "Did you play Born to be Wild?"
I looked over at him
feeling my face getting red and replied "Yes, how did you know?"
He chuckled and said
"Just a guess"
We finished and returned to the limo.
He said "Well, you are from this area right?"
and replied "Yes?"
He said "Well take me somewhere, anywhere, time is no problem as I
slept all day preparing for a long night."
part 4
'Okay' I though to myself 'I can do this'
I told the driver to head for Newport, RI. While in the limo we listened to some music and had a few more beers. He kept staring at him as though he was trying to figure out something. I told him where we were
going and that he would find it very relaxing.
He said "Good, I could use that"
We pulled up along the Rhode Island seashore known as the 12 mile drive. We got out of the limo and walked toward the ocean. The smell of the sea filled the air. I pointed to a spot over a small wall and he held out his hand for me to steady myself. He had big hands, mine seemed so small in his. We walked out on to a piece of rocky ledge where we could feel the ocean mist hit our faces. It was a little chilly but I was so excited I couldn't feel
the chill. We stood looking out over the ocean without saying a word to each other. I felt him get closer to me and put his massive arms around my shoulders and pull me close to him. It was a something I had never expected. He held me close for a few moments then
grabbed my shoulders and turned me to face him. I looked up at him and he bent down and kissed me gently on the lips. I felt my insides turning over and over. He kissed me again softly and then little more passionately slipping his tongue into my mouth. I was overwelhemed. I was trembling.
He pulled back from me and said softly, "Maybe we
should go back to the limo"
I could only nod at this point.
Once back in the limo, I was visibly shaken and he knew it.
He tried to explain, "I'm not going to say I'm sorry for what I did, Cause I'm not. When you looked at me I felt you touch my soul and that's something no one as ever done before"
The moment was there and I took it. I just looked at him and couldn't speak. He brushed my cheek with his hand and said, "I really like you, you do something to me"
We headed back to the Civic Center. I still couldn't find anything to say after his last comment. My car was driven to the hotel he was staying at. He figured it would be better to leave it there than at the Center. We got out of the limo and Charlie was going to walk me to my car but Mark said "Charlie, I want to say good night properly. I'll walk her to
her car, you wait here"
Charlie nodded in response. Mark took my hand and walked me
to my car. He didn't say anything, he handed me my keys, turned and walked away from me. I was a little confused. No good bye or anything! 'Was this the proper good night he meant'
I stood there dumb founded. He turned back and walk toward me again. Looked into my eyes and then kissed me very passionately and said "I would really like to see you again, if that's possible"
I said, "That's very possible"
I gave him a hug and was on my
way. All the way home all I could think of was.
What's next?
pt 2
My drive home seemed like I was floating on air! He kissed me! I felt a fever rising and felt my insides turning again.
'Stop this!' I thought.
This was one of those once in a
lifetime things. See me again, yeah right! Maybe it was the beers or just that he got caught up in the moment. The man is a traveler of the road, here today and gone the next. I had roots. My whole life was here. The next day was as usual, nothing different. I was sitting at my desk, answering
phones and doing paperwork. When a delivery man came to the office and asked for Mary. In his arms were a dozen of long stemmed red roses with a card that said, "About
last night, Just Mark".
Well I don't have to tell you about buzz in the office. It was all
over, ?Who are they from, Let's see the card!? Embarrassed I was not, but the card was private. All I could do was smile and say they were from a secret admirer.
It was about 12:00 noon. When my phone rang. I answered and the deep voice on the other end said, "Hello, is this Just Mary?"
I felt my heart move from my chest right to my throat. It was Mark.
He asked "if it was possible for me to get the afternoon off as he wanted to spend it with me".
I said "yes".
I bounced from my chair into my boss's office
and I don't think my feet even hit the floor once.
Mark told to me dress comfortable and a limo would pick me up at home. Now mind you we never discussed where I lived. I asked how he knew and he replied, "I did some research this morning"
I left it at that. Sure enough about an hour later the limo picked me up in front of my apartment house. The door opened and there was Mark with
a smirk on his face.
"Are you ready?" he asked then leaned toward me and placed his lips
real close to him as if he were going to kiss me, then pulled back.
'Ready for what' I thought.
"Sure, whatever," I replied.
Today I was going to make sure that the words coming out of my mouth were not going to sound so dumb.
"Last night was really relaxing, I enjoyed it," He said, "and just what do you have in store for me today?"
"In store for you today?"I responded quickly.
"You asked ME to spend the afternoon with you , you didn't say anything about me coming up with an idea!, Well consider it then!" he said.
Okay I had to think fast, how much time do we have and where could I take him.
He said "he had all day and the night as well. He was in area for a couple of weeks and had a couple of shows a few days apart but had nothing planned in between"
He called this time his "private time."
Now I'm no tour guide but I did come up with an all day affair. We drove down to the Cape, I mean all the way down. Right out to the tip of Massachusetts. The month of March is a good time because the tourist don't start until about May or June. I love the ocean, and it's as exciting and mysterious as Mark is. We walked along the beach and he reach for my hand.We talked about all kinds of things. At one point he just plop down on the sand and pulled me down as well. The cold didn't seem to phase either of us.
He turned to me and said "I really like it here, do you
come here often?"
I always seem to drift down here a couple of times a year, usually at
it's busiest" I replied."There is so much to see and do, I personally like the little shops"
He paused and just looked out at the ocean and it looked as though he had found some peace for a short period of time, there with me. I was pleased he liked it. The sun was beginning to set and it was so breathtaking. The sky was bright red and orange and looking up at Mark he seem to be silhouetted against the sky. I was in awe. How did I get so lucky to be here with him like this. He reached down and pulled me to him, and as he did, he looked deep into my eyes then cradled my face in his large
hands and said "You're very special to me, you make me feel so calm, I haven't felt like this in some time, I have so much I want to share with you."
He pressed his lips to mine so gently. I trembled with excitement. But what did he mean. We spent the whole day just walking on the beach and around the small town. It was wonderful. We stopped and had a bite to eat before heading back. He was very silent for little while.
"So now what?" he asked. "Do I take you home or would you like to
come back to the suite with me?"
I felt my heart race once more. Should I or shouldn't I.
The debate inside of me only took only a few seconds. I should!
"I ...Guess it would be okay" I replied hesitantly.
He looked at me and said "Hey, look if you're not comfortable
with that, It's okay! I just don't want you to leave me yet!"
I shrugged my shoulders and shook my head
"Seeing as you put it that way, it'll be fine. I'll come back to the suite
with you."
pt 3
I used the phone in the limo to call home and tell my son that it was going to be a real late night, not to worry I was in good hands. He knew I left work early but I didn't get into detail with him about who, what, where, just that I was okay, and spending the day out of town.
The ride back was a long one, both of us were exhausted from all that fresh ocean air! He put his arm around me and brushed my hair out of my eyes.
"Are you tired?" he asked.
"A little," I replied.
He offer his arms for me to cuddle in, so I did. As he held me I could hear his heart beating. I guessed I dosed off. The next thing I felt was someone
caressing my forehead. A little startled, I woke up and realized I was on this big beautiful bed and Mark was lying next to me, just holding me. I looked over at him and said "How did I get here?"
He said, "You looked so peaceful I didn't want to wake you, so I carried
in here from the limo.
"You carried me?" I asked.
"Yeah, was no big deal," He said.
Still feeling a little groggy, I cuddle a little closer to him putting my head on his chest. He stroked my hair ever so gently. We both drifted off into a deep sleep. A few hours had passed and again I awoke to Mark caressing my forehead.
"I guess I dosed off this time" he said.
I looked over at him and he place his finger on my mouth, as if he didn't want me to say a thing. He rolled over on his side to face me. He reached over and caressed my eyes, my chin, and cheeks and then my mouth. I could hear the change in his breathing, I knew his passion was starting to rise. He kept kissing me first gently then a little more passionately. His tongue slid inside me mouth countless number of times. I could feel
myself getting very aroused. He held me so close, that I could feel HIM getting just as aroused . At one point he got on top of me pressing his body against mine. I could feel my whole body tremble beneath him. He continued to kiss me moving his lips to my chest. He felt my nipples getting harder through my blouse and motioned with his mouth over them. Then he moved his hands down to my waist holding me in place as he
motioned with his hips into my crotch. I could feel him through my jeans. I traced his body with my hands from his shoulders to his hips moving with the same rhythm as he.
He whispered, 'Darlin, if you don't stop moving beneath me, we're gonna have a bigger problem. I'm losing control here, Darlin, you're driving me crazy!"
I could feel his lips trembling now as he kissed me. What was stopping him? I wanted him so bad!
He pulled away from me very quickly, like he had been hit by lightning.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"This is wrong, He said. "I have these feelings for you and I can't
explain them! I don't want you to think this is an everyday occurrence with me. I don't do this sort of thing. Even Vince thinks I'm a little strange because he sets things up from time to time for the guys, and well...you do what you gotta do. I don't. But from the moment I met you I've had this feeling that I met you before and that we've been together like this before"
I assured him that wasn't possible. I've lived here all my life and had
never seen him before until I saw him on television. But as I recalled looking into his eyes the first day we met. I too felt a strange connection.
"Hey, maybe in another life," I joked.
He didn't seem to find any humor in that comment.
"That's not funny," He said.
"What if we did have another life" he added with a very serious look on his face.
"We have the here and now" I said. "I don't want to look back, I don't want to know, I only want to be here with you now!"
He came to me and held me close and said that I was
probably right. But I knew he couldn't shake that feeling.
"Maybe we were just meant to find each other" He whispered.
It was almost sunrise, and I was wide awake now. He wanted coffee so we went for breakfast. All through breakfast he sat in silence. I could tell by the way he looked at me that he was searching for just the right thing to say.
"Do you want me to take you home, I don't want to, I.... want you to stay with me that is unless...I frightened you last night"
"You didn't frighten me, you just confused me a little that's all,' I said. "I would like to go home to shower and change, I feel a little rumpled from last night."
I tilted my head and looked into his eyes, he gave me an impish grin.
"Deal, but you only have an
hour and I'm going to wait for you."
I agreed.
part 4
Upon entering my apartment, he looked around and commented that it was nicely decorated.
"And these pictures on the wall, your son?" he asked.
"Yes," I answered.
"He's older, I thought he was just a young one"
"No, he's 21 and very protective of his
mother,He's got to know everyone I date and he's very opinionated!"
I proceeded to get my clothes and get ready for my shower. I turned to see what he was doing and he was staring at a picture of me.
"Nice, real, nice," He said.
"Oh, I had that taken by one of those glamour shot places. I didn't let them over do it with the make up and all. I just wanted a nice picture of myself. I don't know, it was just one of those things"
"Do I get a copy of that one?"
He pointed to the one on the wall.
"You want a picture of me?" I inquired.
"Yeah, I do" He answered.
"We'll see, if I can find them, I had that done a few years ago"
I headed for the shower. It felt good, it was hot and steamy! I always feel so
refreshed after a nice hot shower. I returned to the living room to find Mark had dosed off on my couch. I didn't disturb him until I was finished. I sat beside him and kissed him on the cheek. He awakened and put his arm around me.
"This is real nice being here like this with you. No photographers, no hassles, just you and me."
I reminded him that he only gave me an hour to get ready and I still had 30 minutes to spare. He laughed.
"Do you mind if I shower here, It would save us some time. I have a change of clothes in a bag in my car... that is... unless you'd rather I didn't."
I told him it wouldn't be a problem.
Could I control myself? That I didn't know! Him naked in MY shower, in MY
apartment! God does it get any better that this?
Now mind you, my bathroom is very tiny, and I didn't realize how tall Mark was until I saw him entering the bathroom door. I knew he wouldn't dress in there and I had to pray that he wouldn't come out with just a towel around him! I knew I was going to lose control if he had. Well, out he came, with just the towel! His chest was so huge and glistened in the light.
"I hope, you don't might but it's a little tight in there for me to
dress," He chuckled.
I couldn't take my eyes off of him. I sized him up from his feet to
the top of his head. This was not happening to me! This was just a dream and I'm going to wake up in a cold sweat!
"Hey, are you all right?" he asked.
Who me? Yea I hesitated I'm fi.. fine!"
He had this devilish grin on his face, as if this was his plan all
along.
"You know, you still have 15 minutes to kill"
I just stared. He walked toward me and I could feel the blood rush to my face. He stood within inches of me. He reach out and pulled me to him, placed his lips over mine and embraced me with such passion. I
couldn't help but notice that he was quite aroused. I looked into his eyes and he didn't need to say word, he just lead me into the bedroom.
He lifted me onto the bed and started to unbutton my blouse, always looking me in the eyes.
"Do you want to finish what we started this morning?" he asked.
I couldn't speak, I just nodded my head yes. He removed my blouse and bra and caressed my breasts. Slowly moving from one to the other. His hand massaged one as he caressed other. He licked then sucked on my nipples, nibbling on them gently. My nipples with so hard and standing straight up. He put his hand around one of my breasts and said, "Ah,
real ones"
He place his hand between my legs running it up from my knees to my inner thigh and then to my crotch. He felt the moistness through my jeans.
"Is that because of me" he teased.
I still couldn't say word, I just nodded my head. I traced his broad
shoulders down to his chest, I could feel a pounding from inside it. He took my trembling hand and placed it over the towel, under which I could feel a very large muscular form.
"That's because of you" He grinned.
I stroke his penis from on top of the towel, never venturing underneath it.
"Darlin, you are playing with fire!" He said.
He then positioned his body on top of mine.
"I want you" He said.
He remove my jeans and underpants as well has his towel.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" I questioned.
Finally words poured out of my mouth.
"Are you?" he replied back.
I could feel his muscular shaft between my legs not yet entering me. He teased me, just moving it between my opening. I could feel the moistness seeping out of me as he rubbed his shaft over my button. He pushed his tool slowly into me.
"My, my, darlin you fit like a glove" He moaned.
I could feel all of him inside me, with every stroke he went deeper and deeper. I closed my eyes and arched my back moving in the same rhythm
as he. I couldn't take it any longer and exploded with moans of ecstasy. I knew he was nearing his orgasm, as his whole body became tense. His breathing became heavier and faster as well has his movement. He closed his eyes and groaned with pleasure gritting his teeth. He shook all over.
Still inside me, he cupped my face in his hands and kissed me slipping his tongue deep into my mouth.
"You are something else. You make me feel so good, it's like we are
puzzle pieces that are meant to be together. I don't understand why, but I still feel this connection, this closeness with you, like we've been here and done this before"
I looked up at him and said, "I feel it too. I just can't explain it and I don't think I want to try! Being this way with you just feels so right."
part 5
Having Mark want me the way he did was like a dream come true. Never had I imagined this could happen. As he laid next to me, I could see a sense of worry come over his face.
He turned to me and said, "You know I wasn't planning for this sort of
encounter and I lost my head. I never even thought of using protection and you didn't seemed to mind. I really should have protected you!"
The blood rushed quickly to my face.
"I uh ...I don't have any kind of disease or anything like that, what are you saying?"
"No, I didn't mean it that way, neither do I, but I completely lost control. What if you get ......
"No, I said ,I've had surgery and can't have any more children. You're right
we should have discussed this. I guess we were both taken by the heat of the moment"
He had this look of great concern on his face, I knew it was genuine.
Then he said to me, "You know, sometimes when you least expect it, you find someone who steals their way into your soul"
He reached over and felt the warmth of my face then kissed me ever so
gently. I looked at him and smiled. I felt my stomach twisting and turning. What was happening here!
Needless to say we were way past the hour that he had originally given me to shower and change.
"You know...." I changed the subject to something a little less
frightening and he stopped me in mid-sentence, "I know what you're going to say! We are way past the hour, right"
I nodded, "And he reads minds too!"
We both laughed.
We headed back to the suite where he had a short meeting with a few of the other wrestlers. I was introduced to a few of them especially Glen aka Kane. He was a little hesitant at first and just looked at me without saying a word. I thought it to be kind of ignorant not to at least say Nice to meet you. Charlie, Mark's bodyguard, said "Hey I was
getting a little worried, you left real early and didn't say where you were going. But, as I can see, by the look of things you took her home to change"
Glen just stared at me as I walked over to the chair and sat down. Mark went in the other room to change. I just looked out the window down at the busy city streets. Glen got up and joined Mark in the other room.
"What gives" I heard him say to Mark.
"What do you mean?" Mark replied.
"Who's the broad, and why,You never mess with anyone when we're on the road."
Mark started to explain how we met but I'm not quite sure Glen was too happy about it. I heard Mark tell him how involved we had gotten and that he made love to me unprotected. Well that freaked Glen out, he went off on Mark.
"Are you out of your f***ing mind? You don't know this girl and you don't know anything about her or what she's capable of. Maybe she's looking for a free ride!"
His voice raised with every word. I looked over at
Charlie knowing that he had heard every word and my eyes filled with tears. I was so embarrassed and all I wanted to do was just leave! I gathered my jacket and purse and ran out the door as fast as I could. I didn't know how I was gonna get back home but I didn't
want to be there and I didn't want to stick around to hear anymore.
'Why was Glen so cruel' He didn't even know me!
My heart sank to the pit of my stomach with the thought that I might never see Mark again. I didn't know how much influence Glen had over him.
I went from a dream to a nightmare in two seconds flat!
I used a pay phone to call a cab. The ride home was like a dead man walking, I felt numb, actually I couldn't feel anything. I made the driver stop on the side of the road a few times because I was going to be sick. I couldn't stop crying. I think the driver thought I had been raped of something. He kept asking me if I wanted to go to the
hospital. I just told him to keep driving and that I just wanted to get home!
Once at home I couldn't shake the feeling that this has happened before. But how could it? I paced the floor and then curled up in a fetal position on my bed wondering 'why was Glen saying these things! Did Mark get involved before with someone and she
tried to burn him with lies and such'.
My eyes were burning and were swollen from crying so much. My nerves were shot and I guess I drifted off into a deep sleep. I was awakened
by the phone. I let the machine answer it. I didn't want to talk to anyone!
I heard Mark's voice on the machine, "Mary, are you there Hey, I need to talk to you, Darlin. I need to explain about Glen. He's not the most tactful person in the world but he's my best friend and he cares about me. Darlin please pick up the phone! I can't believe you ran out on me
like that. I thought you knew what you meant to me! You didn't even stick around to hear what I had to say to him and how much I care about you. Why do you think I told him about you! I wanted him to be happy for me. Instead I come out and find you gone."
The phone went dead! What am I suppose to think? This guy had been friends with Mark for years and it seemed he didn't want to give himself a chance to get to know me.
part 6
I wanted to believe what Mark said to me, that he cared and that he wanted to share his happiness with his best friend. But how could I face Glen again, knowing the hurtful things he said about me. I tried to push them out of my mind.
Then I thought, 'Well maybe it's for the best. It's been only three days and already I'm starting to get attached. To what I asked myself, a wrestler! a man that is in one town today and gone the next.
What was I brooding about. Tomorrow night will be the show and then they'll all be gone!
So, I'm just another Broad! along for a free ride!? That thought didn't sit well with me. I was more than that I was the Unlikely Fan or was I a Fan now or maybe these feelings I've been having are deeper than' I thought.
Whatever, I need to get my shit together. But I just laid there thinking of Mark's concerned voice on the phone, and my tears began all over again.
I splashed some cold water on my face and gazed into the mirror.
'Pull yourself together girl' I told myself.
Just then I heard a pounding on my door. It scared the hell out of me. I opened it to find Mark standing there with this pissed off look on his face.
"Why are you here?" I asked him.
"Why do you think?" he glared at me.
"Look maybe it's better that you don't pursue this," I said to him as I walk back into the apartment.
"What were you thinking, that I could just forget about last night and this morning?" he growled and continued, 'So, I'm suppose to forget about you right? Is that it? Well, I can't damn it!"
As he raised his voice the tears were beginning to run down my face. I
looked up at him and said, "Maybe it's for the best, tomorrow you'll be gone and my life will go back to the way it was before you"
"Is that what you want?" he asked.
"It's not what I want, but it's the way it has to be!" I answered through my tears.
He continued, "It doesn't have to be! I want you in my life, Darlin, you're already in my soul and my heart is following with a close second"
"But what about Glen? He doesn't like me and I don't
know why!" I said sobbing.
"Glen knows me better that anyone else and he was a bit
pissed that I didn't tell him about you sooner. This all happened so fast. It's not that he doesn't like you, he just doesn't trust anybody"
He reached for my hands and cupped them between his. They felt so small compared to his.
"Look, I'm sorry he hurt your feelings, but that's Glen. When he gets to know you a little better, he'll see what I see in you!"
With that he pulled me to him and brushed the tears from my cheeks.
"I love...I mean ...I huh...really care about you" He whispered as he gently kissed my forehead.
He held me to him and all I could do was sob uncontrollably. Was I hearing right? Did he say something about LOVE?
'I don't want to see anymore tears" He said. "Your eyes are too beautiful to be so red and swollen. "I know I have to leave tomorrow, but we still have tonight, don't we?" he asked. 'I've been trying not to think about leaving you just yet. I want to make tonight special, so get yourself together and Ill send the limo for you about 8 o'clock okay"
I shook my head in agreement. He tilted my chin upward and passionately kissed me slipping his tongue deep into my mouth and me pulling me closer with his other arm. I could feel his manhood starting to rise as he pressed me to him. He pulled away, looked
deep into my eyes and said, "You really have no idea how I feel about, and right now is not the time for me to tell you"
He kissed again then turned to leave saying he would see me later.
part 8
I looked through my closet for something special to wear. Nothing! I rushed out to the mall to try and find something, anything. Arriving at my favorite plus size store I paused in front of the window, and there in it, was this beautiful aline black silk dress with a to the hip jacket. Great! It fit like it was made just for me. I went back home dug through my drawers like a mad woman. I wanted to lay everything out on my bed to see
how it would look. Okay, I found everything, black bra, black silk undies, pantyhose that looked like a garter belt without those annoying clips, a slip, the dress and pumps, perfect! All afternoon I paced the floor and played with my hair, should I wear it up or just leave it down. I decided to leave it down.
Time was flying by and it was time to shower and get ready. Was I ready for
tonight? I wasn't sure.
Eight o'clock had arrived and my stomach was in knots. The limo driver came to the door, in his hand was one long stemmed red rose.
"Mr. Callaway asked me to give this to you" He said as he guided me to the limo door.
I looked inside expecting to see Mark, but it was empty.
"And where is Mr. Callaway?' I asked.
The driver informed me that he had specific instructions to just drive me to Mr. Callaway's location, but not to tell me where he was. Mr. Callaway wanted this to be a surprise, he also asked me to put this blindfold on you right now and you are not to remove it until he himself takes it off.
the driver told me. I thought this to be very exciting!
The drive was about 3/4 of an hour to an hour long. I kept sniffing the rose all the way there. Once the limo stopped the driver help me out and guided me by the hand to a building of some kind. I felt doors opening and closing, then I could tell we entered an elevator. I felt it rising for quite a few floors. The doors opened and he bid me good night and put my hand on someone else's. I was walking on carpeting now and could
smell fresh flowers and other scents like vanilla and jasmine. I was guided through yet another set of doors. I stood there blindfold still in place and my heart raced.
" Glad to see you arrived safely, Darlin"
I was so glad to hear his voice. I could feel myself trembling with excitement. I attempted to remove the blindfold and he said, "Wait, let me."
He removed it from behind me and I couldn't believe my eyes. The room was huge and richly decorated, it looked almost like a ballroom, yet not as large. There were arrangements of flowers everywhere as well as candles of every size. There was a large bay window that looked over the waterfront. Directly in front of the window was a beautifully decorated table. On it a centerpiece with candles and flowers. The flowers were mostly roses. To the left of the table was a dance floor and there was some soft music playing. I was in awe. Mark was now standing to my side and I turned to face him. I couldn't believe what I saw. He was dressed in a black silk shirt with the first three buttons undone, just enough to show his chest and a pair of black leather pants that hugged all the right places. His red hair was neatly braided in the back. I had all I could do to keep my eyes on his face. However, I did give him the once or maybe twice over when he did walk away from me.
I looked into his incredible green eyes that sparkled in the candle light and said, "This is so beautiful!"
My eyes began to fill.
"You did all this for me?"
"Yes, Darlin," He
answered, "Just for you. I told you I wanted tonight to be special and believe me it will be!".
This room and all it's decor can't compare to the way you look tonight.
He led me to the floor and we began to dance. I believe the song was "I Hope You Dance" by a woman who almost sounded like Dolly Patron. He held me close and I just wanted to melt right there in his arms. Mark stands about a foot and a half taller that me so I rested one hand on his chest and the other in his hand. He placed his arm around my waist and rested his on the base of my back. We danced slowly across the floor. Our eyes locked in each others. I felt so intoxicated by the moment, and I hadn't had anything to drink! When the song finished he kissed my forehead and gave me a squeeze. We proceeded to the table where he held the chair for me. He was an absolute perfect gentlemen. He pushed a button on the wall and a waiter came in. The waiter opened a bottle of champagne and poured it in our glasses. Mark handed me mine and raised his, "To you!" and he clinked my glass and took a sip as did I. He then reached over to me and cradled my chin in his hand and passionately kissed me. My eyes watched every expression on his face. I felt as though I was having an out of the body experience. I loved every minute of it!
pt 9
The music played softly in the background and Mark rang the buzzer once again for the waiter. This time there were two, one pushed a food cart and the other served us. There was a full course meal being served. First a garden salad, then a minestone soup, and then for the main course was a prime rib for Mark and lobster saut or me served with a baked potatoes and a zucchini mixture. I was amazed and way too nervous to eat.
"I hope you like lobster", Mark grinned.
"Yes, I do it's my favorite!" I replied.
I was so taken by all of it. Mark was so proud that I was enjoying the evening and it seemed as though he enjoyed making me happy.
We enjoyed the privacy and each other's company. While we ate he fed me little pieces of his prime rib followed by a kiss here and there and I did the same with the lobster. It was so romantic! All through dinner he watched the expressions on my face as we talked. It seemed like dinner lasted forever but I didn't mind.
"That was very good my compliments to the chef," I told the waiter as he cleared the table.
The waiter thanked me and told Mark that he had a very beautiful companion. The waiter returned moments later with a platter of fresh strawberries and grapes, also accompanying the fruit were two small fondue pots with two kinds of melted chocolate, white and dark. Mark dismissed the waiters for the night and told them he would take it from here. We moved over to the overstuffed double chaise lounge, you know the ones you see in these Victorian movies. Where the woman of the movie sits with her head tilted back with her arm over her forehead. Oh My! Well that's where we sat. Mark poured us more champagne and we sipped it slowly gazing at one another.
"I love making you happy, He said and I really
love seeing you smile, cause when you do Darlin, your whole face lights up and your eyes twinkle"
I was breathless by those words. I wanted nothing more than for this night to last forever.
He dipped one of the strawberries in the white chocolate and raised it to my lips. He rubbed it lightly across them, teasing me with it causing a light covering of chocolate on them. Then he leaned toward me and licked the chocolate from my lips and slipped his tongue in my mouth. How exciting this was so I returned the favor. We teased each other with the fruit a few more times. The kisses were getting more intense, and I could feel my body aching for him, I wanted him to take me. He stood up and took my hand and lead me once again to the floor to dance.
"I just want to hold you close" He said and at that he did.
We slowly danced around the room and then into the next, it too was decorated with flowers and lots of candles. All around the bed were rose petals and lightly colored sheer veils hanging from it's canopy. My eyes widened as I knew this was going to be a night I would never forget!
"Wait here" He said.
He went back to get the champagne. He handed my glass and again he made an another toast.
"To you and how you make me feel, my soul has never been so connected to anyone the way it is with you. I guess the term soul mate really fits here"
With that he clinked my glass and we both took a sip. He took my glass and put it down then pulled me to him and the passion continued. He touched my hair, gently pushing it back so he could caress my ear and as he did he ran his tongue down my neck. I could feel the warmth of his breath as he went. At this point I gently unbuttoned his shirt and ran my hands over his chest. I followed my hands with my mouth, flicking my tongue against his nipples as I caressed them. I could hear his breathing getting heavier. I reached down for his belt and undid the top of his pants. I continued to caress his body lowering and positioning myself in front of his manhood. I heard him groan,"Oh...darlin, I'm not sure you want to do that."
I continued.
I dropped his pants down to his knees exposing him fully. I caressed further finally reaching his extremely hard shaft. I licked around the ridge at the top and then slowly ran my tongue down to his sack and back up again. I could feel his knees quiver. I placed my mouth over his shaft and started to please him. I could feel him looking down at me watching every stroke. I felt myself getting wet from the pleasure I was giving him.
"My God girl, you are driving me crazy!".
He stopped me, pulled up his pants then picked me up, kissed me as he carried me over to the bed.
He laid me ever so gently on the bed, lifted my dress enough to exposed my pantyhose.
"My, my, Darlin don't you look very sexy," He said as he ran his hand up my inner thigh.
He felt the moistness between my legs and rubbed his thumb over my undies right where my lips meet. He slid my dress and slip over my head and removed it. He motioned for me to open my legs and positioned his mouth over my undies. He pulled
them aside and said, "I want to taste your sweetness."
Then sucked on my button pushing his tongue inside me. I raised my hips to meet his mouth. I was in ecstasy and the more he licked the wetter I got. I couldn't take anymore and climaxed. When I did he pulled me into his mouth tighter as though he wanted it all!
He moved slow up the bed and positioned himself on top of me. Looking into my eyes he said, "I love you! and I want to make love to you".
He removed his pants and my undies and slowly entered me. I adjusted myself to him. His large shaft glided in and out of me. With every stroke he pushed deeper and deeper inside me. I could feel him throbbing. Our bodies moved in the same rhythm. I could feel his legs stiffening as he was ready to explode inside me and as he did I felt his hot seed lining my inside. His kisses were never ended right up until climax. We laid side by side as he cradled me in his arms
and whispered "I love very much, Mary".
"I wish tonight didn't have to end" I told him
knowing full well tomorrow he would have to leave.
"It doesn't, He replied, "I can't just leave you tomorrow, I want you to come with me."
part 10
I laid there cradled in his arms and the words "I want you to come with me" rang in my head. I must have heard wrong! He moved closer to me squeezing me tighter.
"Well, what do you say?" he whispered in my ear.
"Do I have to give you an answer this second, or can I sleep on it?" I inquired.
He reached for me and pulled me on top of him.
"Sure, I guess you can sleep on it, but when do you intend to do that?" he said playfully rubbing himself beneath me.
He reached up for my face and slowly moved it closer to his and passionately kissed me. His strong hands slowly and gently roamed my body. First around my shoulders and then to my breasts. He grasped them firmly and massaged them in a kneading motion, then raised his mouth to meet my erect nipples. His mouth was so warm, his caress felt like steam. His hands continued down the length of my back. I started to feel a moistness build again between my legs as I straddled him. His manhood
once again was ready and throbbing with desire. Mark looked up at me and without a word positioned himself directly under the moistness. I lifted myself slightly and he gripped his fully engorge manhood and pulled it against him laying it's underside up.
"Just glide over me" He said as his breathing became heavier.
I slid my moist lips onto him and glided as though I was sliding down the railing of a staircase and then back up. His hands were now gripping my hips and moving me back and forth on his shaft, but not yet entering me.
"You're driving me crazy !" He said.
"I just want to please you" I answered
shyly.
"And that you are Darlin, that you are !"
He lifted me and I guided his shaft into my opening. I slowly descended on it
allowing myself to adjust to his size. Throwing his head back onto the pillow and arching his back he moved his hips up to mine, as he did his length extended inside me.
"Ride me !" He whispered, "Ride me hard !"
I moved feverishly up and down on his shaft creating more wetness. I rode him into ecstasy, bringing myself to orgasm,
"Oh God, Mark !" I screamed.
At that his grip tightened and pushed his entire length inside me as far as it
would go, I felt his whole body trembled as he climaxed and shot his hot seed inside of me.
"Damn, woman, I might not be able to walk after that !"
"'Oh don't tell me I leave you weak kneed !" I giggled.
We both laid there in exhaustion. I snuggled into his arms and we both fell fast asleep.
pt 10
It was morning, and a glorious one at that! The sun was shining every so brightly and all was well. Mark stirred as I got up to shower. I let the water run down my face as though I was trying to sober up from this dream or was this reality? Well, I poked my head out of the bathroom, Nope! not a dream, there he was in all his naked glory! Then
like a rush of doubt overtook me.
`My God' I thought, `He's gonna want an answer. I don't want to disappoint him but I can't leave on such short notice, My son, my job (well maybe not too much thought of that), my home, how could I put all this aside and just take off with him.'
I have never been the spirit-of-the-moment type. I had to think this
through. I finished in the shower and got dressed. I sat on the edge of the bed just looking at Mark. How could I tell him, I couldn't go with him. My eyes filled with tears.
He suddenly rolled over and looked up at me.
"What's the matter?" he asked.
He knew by the tears in my eyes what I was about to say.
"You're not coming with me are you?"
"I.. I can't" I answered. "Not like this, it's so sudden. I need time to get some things in order, you know, I do have a roots here. I can't just pick up everything and go."
"This is your chance, for once to be carefree!" he said.
"Look, I'm not saying never, just not this time. Give me a couple of weeks, I have to give notice at work for a leave and explain all this to my son."
Mark knew that leaving my son would be the hardest, and I knew my son wanted to move out on his own soon, so this was a start. He could live in the apartment while I was gone.
"Okay then, two weeks, I'll have a couple of days off by then and I'll fly back here to get you. That will give me enough time to explain all this to Glen and the others, I'm sure they'll welcome you."
`Yeah right! Especially Glen!' I thought to myself `Wait til he finds out that I'll be joining you on the next trip. Can't wait for that explosion.'
I sat there with a dazed look on my face.
"What are you thinking about now, woman?" he asked.
"Oh, nothing."
I was afraid to tell me what I was really thinking.
"Well, it's settled then. Moving on to more present matters, you are coming to the show tonight right?" I answered in a confused state,
"Sure, if you want me to."
"Come here" he reached for me and laid me down on the bed next to him.
"I love you, I want you to be with me, but at the same time I want you to be comfortable with this decision."
He held me close and kissed me on the forehead.
"Everything will work out, you'll see."
I knew he was right but it was going to take some time. He showered and got dressed and he took me home. I was very quiet on the way home and just very deep in thought. He kept looking over at me to see if I was okay. He told me he would have a car pick me up later for the show.
I entered my apartment, looked around and sat on the couch with my head in my hands. Was I about to make the biggest decision of my life or What!
pt 11
My son came in and we had a heart to heart talk about what was going on with Mark and that he had wanted me to go with him on the road.
"Mom, are you sure this is going to be right for you? I know that you feel very strongly about Mark but you've always been so planted, you know what I mean, grounded. You've lived and worked here all your life. This might not be a good move. As for me. I'll miss you a great deal but it will give me a chance to be on my own too. I just want you to be happy, Mom!"
I hugged and kissed him and told him that I knew he only wanted what was best for me and I thought this might be it. At least I wanted to try it.
The phone rang, it was Mark. He wanted my son to accompany me to the match, as he wanted to meet and talk with him. My son agreed. The car came, picked us up and drove us to the Fleet Center in Boston. We were greeted by security and a few of the other wrestlers. My son was amazed at how nice everybody was.
"Well at least I know you will be in good hands," he said.
We were escorted to Mark's dressing room. As we approached we could hear him arguing with someone. I knocked on the door and it was opened with a whoosh! and out flew Glen mumbling under his breath.
"What was that all about? Not me I hope, not tonight!" I asked.
Mark explained it was something about the match tonight but I could see he was troubled and it wasn't about the match. I introduced my son Dan to him and they shook hands.
"Nice to meet you, your Mom talks alot about
you and how close the two of you are. She tells me you are very protective of her." At this point he slipped his arm around me and continued, "I promise to take good care of her," he told my son.
Dan look him over, not that he hadn't seen him before but just the same gave him the once over.
"I just want her to be happy and she seems to be. That's important to me. I'm sure you'll do your best," he replied.
Mark had arranged for us to have front row seats. At we sat with some relatives of the other wrestlers. So we were escorted to our seats and the show began. He and Glen were to wrestle the Big Show and Triple H. The pyro went off and out came Kane, then Undertaker on his bike. As he drove in front of me I couldn't help thinking about last night and how romantic he was.
`Who would have believed he could be like that!'
I shook my head. The Big Show entered and then Triple H with Stephanie. It was quite a battle, but it was the Undertaker and Kane as the victors! We all went back to the dressing room area and Dan had the freedom to walk around and meet a few people. I went sat waiting for Mark. Glen came in and asked if he could talk to me. I was a little surprised as he hasn't said two words to me since the day in the hotel.
"Look, I know how Mark feels about you. I think he's moving a little too fast. I mean, Mark is, in a way "shell shocked" you know burnt!"
I shook my head in agreement.
"He has had a few bad relationships and I have been there through most of them. It wasn't pretty. I just don't want to see him get hurt again. But you seem to bring out the best in him. He has already done things he would have never done if he didn't have strong feelings for you."
I looked away trying to fight back the tears. I felt as though I was being warned but yet I understood where he was coming from. He touched my chin and turned my face to look at him. He looked into my eyes and said, "I hope you do come along with us in two weeks. I'm looking forward to getting to know you myself."
At that he brushed a tear from my cheek and kiss it. I thanked him for being so understanding.
"I ..I kind of look forward to it too."
I felt so much better after that because early when he stormed out of Mark's dressing room I thought for sure it was about me. Thank God it wasn't or was it? Maybe Mark told him to be nice to me. I'm sure when he gets to know me he'll loosen up. Mark entered the room and seemed a little startled by Glen kissing me.
"Hey, what's going on here! Don't tell me you're trying to steal her already!" He said with a chuckle.
"Well, I'm sure there's room in her heart for both of us, what do you think you are going to have her all to yourself? If she is coming on board we need some time together too. How else am I suppose to get to know her?" Glen answered.
"True, very true," Mark said.
part 12
The night went better that I had expected. Glen and I seemed to have broken the ice a little and that made me feel a little better about this move to be with Mark, but before the night was over there was going to be a little sadness. I knew I would have to bid Mark farewell for a few weeks.
After the show came to a close he accompanied my son and I home. Dan
thanked him for an awesome night. One that he would never forget. Finally Mark and I were alone, we went for a short drive to the beach.
"Do you know how hard it is to say good bye to you tonight?" he asked as he took my hand in his.
"It's not going to be easy for me either, you know. I've enjoyed every minute I've spent with you." I replied.
We got out of the car walked by the shore hand in hand, me trying to fight back tears and him not knowing quite what to say. We stopped, he pulled me to him and held me so close that I could feel his heart beating. He looked deep into my eyes and told me that he had never fell so hard or so quickly in such a short period of time as he had for me. And he was hoping that everything would work out and we would be together real soon. He lightly brushed my cheek then held my face in his hands and passionately kissed me slipping his tongue deep into my mouth. I knew that if we didn't stop he would never make it back to the hotel or make his flight.
"Darlin, I only hope that these two weeks fly
by, cause I don't know how long I can be without your kiss. I love you!"
I tried to make
some sort of joke but it didn't come out right and I couldn't hold back the tears any longer. They just fell down my face. It felt as though my dream was coming to an end,even though it would only be for two weeks, it might as well have been a lifetime. It was going to seem like it. He held me close and promised he would call as often as he could.
He dropped me off at home and off he went. I didn't go in the house until I saw the tail lights from his car fade into the night. Oh how I was going to missed him, but I had to think positive! We would be together again in ONLY two weeks!
pt 13
The two weeks had past very slowly as I had expected. I was approved for a three month leave of absence from my job. My son was all set to take over the apartment and I was ready to travel. Mark had called every possible chance he had and kept telling me how much he missed me. Glen even got on the phone a few times and said the time was dragging even for him. I found that to be a little strange. Why would he even notice? Glen also told me that Mark was driving him crazy. Well he'll be here tomorrow and I couldn't wait to see him. I was all set to go. He told me what and what not to take.
Everything had to fit in a large suitcase and a large drag-a-long, because we would be on the road most of the time for now. When we have time to visit his ranch, I could send for the rest of my things. That would be "home" so he told me. The thought of home with Mark was sort of a dream and now it was about to become a reality!
Mark showed up bright and early the next morning, like around 6:00 a.m. He
threw his massive arms around me and picked me up off of the floor, and kissed me until I couldn't breathe!
"God, I've missed you! I've missed your eyes, your mouth, your scent...Hell Darlin I've missed everything about you!" he said this in between kisses.
"I've counted down the days myself" I interrupted.
"We really don't have much time for me to show you just how much I've missed you" he winked " `cause our flight to Texas is in three hours."
"Are you ready?" he inquired.
"I'm about as ready as I'm every gonna be" I replied.
I tearfully kissed my son goodbye and he wished me lots of luck and told Mark to take good care of me. Mark replied to him with a hand shake and a big smile.
"Hey, when you get vacation and want to come out to the ranch just let your Mom know. I'd loved to show you around."
Dan agreed and we were on our way to the airport. We were flying out of Boston which was an hour ride from my house. As we drove away the tears kept falling. Mark put his arm around me and assured me everything was going to be fine.
"You can call him anytime you want you know."
He could see that I had never been apart from my son for very long before and he understood. That's the part I love about him. He's so understanding.
We arrived at the airport and you guessed it, our flight was delayed for about two hours. Well they offered us a room at the airport hotel, I guess because they knew Mark's schedules from the past and they treated us like royalty.
"Yes Mr. Callaway, you will have time to get a couple of hours rest before your flight and we will give you a wake up call" the woman at the scheduling desk told him.
"No problem! It would be greatly appreciated" he replied.
I looked at him, he winked and leaned down and whispered in my
ear "I don't think we'll be needing that wake up call cause I don't think we'll be sleeping!"
My face turned very pink. We were escorted to our room. I was so nervous, it was like the first time all over again. The door closed behind us and he bounce over to the bed and got comfortable, then tapped the side of the bed and said, "Come here."
I walked over to side and sat down. He reached for me and pulled me down to lay next to him. He brushed the hair out of my eyes then down my cheek.
"I want you so bad! I'm glad the flight was delayed. I couldn't have waited til we got to the ranch."
He started kissing me with such fever. His lips trembled as did mine. I too, wanted him to make love to me. We started stripping clothes off of one another until we were completed naked.
His hands traveled over my body, touching me ever so gently. I felt the warmth of his breath travel down my neck to my breasts and then his mouth onto my nipples. He sucked them pressing them together with his big hands as he did I could feel his throbbing penis against my thigh. I ran my hands up his back and down to his butt, squeezing all those tense muscles. I rubbed his chest, then messaged his nipples. He guided his penis into me slowly, allowing me to adjust. The moistness between my legs made it easy for him to slide his whole length inside me at once.
"Darlin, this isn't going to last too long. It's been a while."
I just threw my head back on the pillow and moved in the same rhythm with him, first slowly then a little faster, with every stroke deeper and deeper. I cried out in ecstasy as he brought me around to my orgasm first. At hearing my cry he gritted his teeth and grunted as I felt his hot seed shoot inside me like a gusher. With every heavy breath he took it shot more and more inside of me.
"Oh my! I've never felt anything like that before" I whispered to him.
He smiled with contentment. We both drifted off to sleep only to be awaken by the front desk telling us our flight was leaving in 30 minutes.
pt 14
We hurried through the airport and boarded the plane.
`Houston, Texas here Icome!' Mark squeezed my hand as the plane took off.
I could not believe I was actually going. I could see by the content look on his face that all was well. We touched down in Houston where we were greeted by Glen. He threw his massive arms around me, lifted me off the ground and swung me around. As he did, he whispered in my ear that he was glad to see me. Mark was dumbfounded. He just stared.
"What the hell was that?" he asked Glen.
"What? I'm not suppose to be happy to see you guys?" Glen replied.
Mark just scratched his head.
"The car is waiting, let's go" Glen continued.
I too was a little surprise at the welcome but I just brushed it off.
We drove through the most beautiful countryside. Long fields of corn, tons of oil fields and lots and lots of green pastures. Horses grazing everywhere you looked. Oh! it was so beautiful. We proceeded up a dirt road to this magnificent ranch style house, it was huge. There were buds popping up along the parameter of the house. Spring, it's such a wonderful life giving time of year! We pulled up in the circular driveway. Glen and Mark got out of the car first. I sat for a minute just to take a deep breath, then got out. Standing infront of the house and turning in a full circle, I was breathless. I was actually going to live here from time to time. This would be "home" as Mark put it. A couple of the ranch hands came to help with the luggage and we were greeted by a staff member. Mark had explained that he employed a small housekeeping staff to take care of the house and the surrounding land. He also had a woman who did most of the cooking for him. I felt like a queen! Everyone was so pleasant.
Upon entering the house there was a large foyer with a spiral staircase that lead to the upper part of the house. To the left of the stairs was a very large sitting room with a giant screen television, all sorts of big comfortable love seats and couches. Oh, and of course a big beautiful marble fireplace. The decor of the house was somewhat western but yet contemporary. Past that room was a dining room with a table for ten. Then through a set of swinging door was a gourmet kitchen. My God it was great! an island in the center of the room with hanging utensils and glasses of every size hanging on these wooden slide racks. It was just a marvelous kitchen. `I could do wonders in there!' We proceeded upstairs to the master bedroom, I swear it was almost half the size of my apartment. It had a huge walk-in closet that was the size of my bedroom back home. The bed was a large framed cannonball style bed. It looked like an extra king size. A set of glass doors open to a decent sized terrace. I could just picture myself sitting there watching the sun come up and having a cup of coffee. Down the hall were a few more bedrooms, five in all. `Such a big house for one man!'
"Well, what do you think? Think you could call this home?"
Mark came up behind me sliding his arms around my waist.
"I.. I guess, it's such a big place! I might get lost trying to find the bathroom" I replied. Oh yes, the bathroom, one of them was off the master bedroom, it had a Jacuzzi, octagon shaped shower, and all kinds of room. You could hold a meeting in there! There was another one down the hall and one on the first level.
Glen was making himself at home in one of the other rooms. He stayed with Mark from time to time when they had time off. This was Glen's second home according to Mark. I had my choice of rooms, the master bedroom with Mark or one of the others. Mark didn't want to push me. He said he wanted me to be comfortable. That damn word "comfortable!"
I chose to use one of the other rooms to keep my things but I would be in the master bedroom most of the time. We all freshened up and got ready for dinner. The cook had prepared a delectable meal. The three of us talked and talked, we never seem to run out of conversation. Mark and Glen kidded one another about a sorts of things and I listened attentively. I caught Glen just gazing at me a few times during dinner. When our eyes met he would quickly look in Mark's direction. We then retired into the sitting room to share a warm fire and some wine, for me that is, they drank beer. Glen seemed to be a little uncomfortable as a third spoke on the wheel so he excused himself and went out for a walk around the grounds. This gave Mark and I a chance to get cozy by the fire.
Cuddling in his arms made me feel so safe, a feeling I hadn't felt in a long time. He cradled my face in his hands and looked deep into my eyes, "from the day I met you I knew I would bring you here to share my life."
Then he kissed me. I could feel my heart pounding as though it was about to burst out of my chest.
pt17
Glen laid in bed thinking to himself `What the hell was I thinking! It was so much easier to dislike her. Now I find myself wanting to be near her too! I've got to push this out of head, she's in love with him and my friendship with him is one of the most important things to me. But I know I can't avoid her, she'll suspect something, right, as if she doesn't already!' He closed his eyes and sleep overtook the worries that plagued him.
It was morning, and as I had envisioned on my first glance of the master bedroom, I opened the French doors and walked out onto the terrace with my cup of coffee. It was early and the sun was just coming up. The fragrance of the early morning dew on the grass was so breathtaking. Mark came up behind me slid his arms around my shoulders and kissed the top of my head.
"Morning, Darlin, did you sleep well?"
I didn't want to lie to him but I didn't want him to think I was unhappy either.
"I never sleep well the first night somewhere other than my home. I mean uh..." He interrupted, "I know what you mean,you'll get use to it. Wait til we're on the road and you have to sleep on the coach!" he chuckled.
"So what would you like to do today? I could have the horses saddled up and we could go for a ride or....."
I swung around and threw my arms around his neck,
"Horseback riding, oh my God I would love to!"
I couldn't contain the excitement in my voice.
Mark continued, "Well let's see if Glen will join us, he loves being here and he does love to ride."
"Sure why not, you both can show me how it's done, I've only been riding maybe once or twice but that was on a trail, and you know those horses know the trails by heart."
I didn't want to avoid Glen even after last night. I thought to myself that maybe I just read him wrong. He must know how much I care about Mark and I'm sure his friendship means alot to him. Then again maybe he's testing me, just to see how faithful I would be. I tried not to think about it anymore.
Mark and Glen gave me some pointers on riding and on how to handle the horse. I didn't do too bad. The both of them were naturals in the saddle, of course. Me, I tried. We rode around the parameter of his land and through the fields. Mark had the cook prepare a picnic lunch for three. I was just so nice and so comfortable. Watching the two of them interact together was amazing. It was no wonder they worked well together in the ring.
"You know in two days we'll be on the road again for a while. It'll be a month or so before we come back here." Mark looked over at me and I replied, "Well I'm ready, just knowing we will come back here is good enough for me."
We finished our lunch and headed back to the ranch.
I went up to shower and change while Mark and Glen sat in the living room
conversing and having a few beers.
"Isn't she great! She's everything I could hope for, I just hope the road doesn't take a toll on her." Glen smiled at Mark saying,
"Na, I think she'll be just fine and besides we'll be with her." Mark told Glen that he was happy to see that he and I were hitting it off.
"I told you, you would like her once you got to know her better." Better! Glen thought to himself, `I would... like to get to know her better but not at the risk of our friendship. Stop this, you can't think about her, not like that. When I look into her eyes, God I can't help feeling this way. I've got to shake this! all I want is a friendship with her, nothing more!'
"Well Glen, what's up for you tonight?" Mark inquired.
"I don't know probably going to get together with some of the locals and shoot a few games of pool and scope out the females in the area."
"That's the spirit, you need to find yourself a good woman and settle down."
I returned from my shower all fresh and smelling like a rose.
"Hey, what are you guys talking about?"
"Finding Glen a woman, that's what we need to do." Mark answered.
Glen glanced up at me and quickly looked away as if he was embarrassed or something.
"Well, where do we start?" I cheerfully inquired.
Glen looked into my eyes and said, "Let's start with you!"
"Me! what's that suppose to mean?"
"What do you see in me?"
My faced turned a pretty color pink.
"I...I uh see a very handsome, sensitive, caring man. One who values friendships and the love of those closest to him. How am I doing so far? You know I'm prejudice. You are friends with Mark."
Mark laughed and said, "She's got a point there." I was glad that Mark cut in, I was starting to feel tense. What kind of question was that? And why would he care how I saw him. He needed to find himself a companion and stop putting me on the spot. Maybe he was just trying to get me to say "I already told you that last night."
But I wasn't going to give into that. I just pushed last night out of my mind.
"I'll leave you two gentlemen to continue your conversation. I'm going for a walk in the garden."
They finished their talk and went their separate ways. I walked out into the garden to look at all the buds that were bursting out. All the daffodils and the multicolored tulips that had already come up. They were so pretty. I couldn't wait to see this place in another month or so when everything would be in bloom.
Mark had showered and changed. He was dressed in a blue denim shirt and jeans. He looked incredibly hot! He walked out into the garden and pulled me to him.
"Do you know how much I love you?" he asked, then pressed his lips to mine.
I felt the blood rush through my whole body. This is exactly what I needed to hear. As we were standing there in each others embrace I glanced up at the window overlooking the garden and saw Glen. He quickly retreated and headed out to the town. Mark and I would be alone for night.
Mark was glad it was going to be just the two of us. The house staff had left and Glen was out for the night as well. There were large pillows scattered on the floor in front of the fireplace. I had a feeling that he had something special in mind. He had prepared a tray with fruit, cheese and crackers. He also had a bottle of wine chilling in a bucket. We made ourselves comfortable on the floor. We talked for hours about our lives, friends, family and the upcoming road trip. We we're getting to know so much more about each other. We just cuddled there by fire gazing into the flames. It was so hypnotic. He gently ran the back of his hand along my cheek down to my jaw line and said, "I have so much I want to share with you."
He leaned over me and passionately kissed my lips.
"I want you to be happy here and never regret the decision you made to be with me."
"I am happy here with you, I've never felt so sure about anything before" I replied.
I loosened his hair and let it fall down his shoulders. He had it so neatly braided in back. I touch his face tracing his cheeks to his chin, pulling him to me craving more of his kisses. Our kisses became more intense. He unbutton my blouse and removed my bra kissing my breasts with such fervor. He removed his shirt exposing his chest. It glowed from the light of the fire. He lowered himself onto me, I could feel the tiny hairs on his chest brush against my erect nipples and the warmth of him body against mine was so incredible. It was quite evident by the size of his manhood that he too was very aroused. I reached to unfasten his jeans.
"No, not yet!" he insisted.
His lips moved down to my stomache licking and tasting my skin. He removed my jeans and underpants and continued down, kissing my inner thighs. He moved his mouth over my wet mon, licking and sucking me so tenderly. He spread my lower lips exposing it more, then pushed his tongue into my opening. As he brought me to orgasm, he continued licking me extracting my juices. He ascended slowly up to my mouth. I could taste myself on his lips and tongue as he continued kissing me. I rolled him over on his back and the passion continued. I lightly kissed this chest, moving from one nipple to the other, nibbling gently with my teeth. Listening to him moan with pleasure, encouraged me to proceed down to his stomach. My hands glided over his muscular thighs and up the front of his jeans outlining his engorged manhood. I unzipped and removed them, fully exposing it. As my hands surrounded his massiveness, again I heard him moan. I knew I was giving him the same pleasure he had given me. My tongue traced his length and I placed my mouth over the head of his penis and began caressing it, taking it bit by bit deep into my mouth. He watched me as I continued to bring him to the brink of orgasm. Before I could finish, he grabbed my shoulders and pulled me up on top of him and penetrated me slowly, allowing me to adjust. He raised his hips to meet mine as we moved in the same motion. He held my hips with each thrust, until he was overcome with ecstacy. Our bodies glistened in the glow of the fire.
Unbeknown to us we were being watched. There in the darkness of the foyer
stood Glen. He watched as I made loved to Mark there in front of the fire.
`My God, he thought, how beautiful she is, her breasts so full and firm. Her body glistens as the fire outlines her nakeness. The way her hair flows when she moves.'
He could feel himself become aroused by what he saw. He tried to leave but he couldn't move. He was mesmirized by her lovemaking. He felt like a voyeur! Trying not to make a sound he backed away and went upstairs by the staff's entrance. He entered his bedroom and threw himself on the bed placing his hand over his eyes.
`Why did I stay and watch, why?' He ran his hand over his jeans only to feel the ache of his throbbing gland.
`I want her, damn it, but I know I can't.' He undressed and headed for a cold shower.
`Who ever said that this works cause it doesn't.' He soaped himself up and continued lathering his penis until he came.
`How can I face her in the morning? What am going to do?' He dried himself off and went back to the bed.
As he closed his eyes all he could see was her and the motion of her body making love. He drifted off to sleep
pt 18
I was up early the next morning and decided to make breakfast. The kitchen was so organized that I found everything I needed right there at my fingertips.
* * * * * * *
He lowered himself onto her small frame as he gazed into her dark brown eyes. He entered her gradually, feeling the warmth of her body beneath him. No words needed to be spoken between them. He felt her walls tighten around him as he made love to her. Glen suddenly woke in a cold sweat.
`Damn! Now I'm dreaming about her! I've got to stop this!'
He headed for another cold shower. He then dressed and went downstairs.
Upon entering the kitchen he was surprised to see her busily cooking breakfast.
`Pull yourself together man or she's gonna suspect something!' he thought to himself.
"Hey, what are you doing up so early?" he asked.
"I thought I'd fix you guys some breakfast. Let's see I've got juice, coffee, scrambled eggs, some bacon and some French toast. I do make a mean French toast! If I may say so myself!"
"Hmm, it smells good," he complimented me then inquired as to where Mark was. I told him I was letting him sleep in until everything was ready.
Glen watched her move across the kitchen preparing everything. He help her set the table, then went outside to cut a few flowers for a centerpiece.
I was so pleased by his gesture that I looked up into his pale blue eyes and
acknowledged his thoughtfulness with a kiss on the cheek. He put his trembling hands on my shoulders to steady me as I stood on tip-toes to reach him.
"Your hands are shaking," I said.
"I, um .. had a few too many last night and I'm a little shaky this morning," he replied as he tried to move away from her quickly so she wouldn't notice that he was getting worked up.
"So, how did it go last night? Did you find anyone that sparked your interest?"
"No, that's why I had a few too many."
Mark made his way into the kitchen.
"Hmm, something smells mighty good in here!" he declared.
He walked over to me put his arms around my waist, pulled me to him and kissed me good morning. Glen just made himself busy as if not to notice by pouring himself a cup of coffee.
"Hey, Bro how'd it go last night? Did ya get some or did ya just dream about it?" Mark chuckled.
"Very funny," Glen sneered back. "As a matter of fact I did get some in my dream last night or was it this morning."
We all laughed.
`If they only knew' Glen thought.
When we were through Mark and Glen went over some wrestling tapes and started talking business. I made myself scarce and went out to look around. Out back was a big old barn with lots of hay. It was so down home country-like that I lost track of time. I explored it from top to bottom. I felt like a little kid kicking around the hay so I just plopped down on it and laid there. I thought of how happy I was and how it felt to be free from the job of professional office manager. My hair was down, I had hay sticking out of it and I was feeling refreshed not burnt anymore.
There was a very large rope hanging in the loft just waiting for me to swing on it so I did. I was having a good ol' time. Mark came in to tell me he was going into town for a bit to do some business and that he wouldn't be long. He asked if I wanted to go but I told him I was having too much fun just kicking around there. He kissed me and off he went.
"Glen, I'm going into town for a bit. Would you look after her for me, see that she doesn't get hurt in there."
"Sure"
Glen headed for the barn as Mark drove away.
`Now keep your cool. Maybe I shouldn't go near her. But he asked me to keep an eye on her.
'Damn it! I'm going to be alone with her in a barn full of soft hay'
He entered to find her swing back and forth on the rope. She looked like she was having fun.
I saw Glen come in and turned to wave at him from the rope and lost my balance and fell a couple of feet into a large pile of hay. I've never seen anybody move so fast. Glen came running over, knelt down beside me to see if I had been hurt. He looked so concerned and so serious. I couldn't stop laughing, I guess I got a case of the giggles. When he saw that I was okay he started to laugh too. He laid down next to me on his side.
"You're crazy ya know that. You could have hurt yourself."
"As you can see, I'm fine."
He looked into my eyes and realized he was laying next to me. I had no choice but to look back into his. We were locked in each other's stare. I could feel my face getting warm. He quickly looked away, stood up and helped me off of the hay. He picked the hay out of my hair, as he did he ran his hands through it. He looked down on me and removed the ones in front of my face. He traced my jaw line with his hand.
"You are so very pretty. I only wish I had met you first."
At that he turned and left the barn. I was stunned.
`Why did I say that to her, I could've kissed her right there. I could've taken her in my arms, Oh God! I want to tell her how I feel, but how?'
I stood standing there wondering why he said that. Why did I get this warm rush when he touch my face? The look in his eyes, it was like he wanted to tell me something.
But what?
pt 19
Glen kept thinking about what he had said to her `I only wish I had met you first.'
He hurried back to house and away from her. He entered his room and laid back on the
bed. He pictured her swinging on that rope, smiling and having the time of her life like a
little kid. Then he remembered how she looked as he laid next to her in the hay. `I've got
to stay away from her. I can't be alone with her anymore. Thank God we'll be on the
road soon and there will be others around.' He figured having all these people around
would lessen his feelings for her.
The final days at the ranch went by quickly and Glen had kept his distance from
her.
We were to meet up with the others in Chicago. I was aboard for moral support.
Some of the other wrestlers had family members or partners that traveled with them as
well. Everyone mingled and for the most part got along. Mark was a private man so when
it came to hotels and meals he didn't join the others alot. Most of his private time was
spent with me. Occasionally, after the matches we would join the others for drinks. Glen
would be there but would mingle more with Mark and kept things cordial between us.
Once in awhile in the cheaper hotels Glen, Mark and I would share a room. This was an
uncomfortable arrangement for Glen considering his feelings. He would try his best to
avoid eye contact with me.
Glen would lie there sometimes at night and just watch her sleep next to Mark and
wonder what it would be like to have her warm body next to his. He tried hard to
maintain a close friendship with her without making her feel awkward about his feelings.
He hadn't mentioned another word to her since the incident in the barn. However, it
didn't change anything, his feelings were getting stronger.
A month had past and being on the road was tough. We would just about finish
one show and we would be on a coach or flight to another city or town for another show.
Every couple of weeks we would get two or three days to ourselves. Mark and Glen
trained together alot. Sometimes I would join them and watch other times I would hand
around the hotel or see some of the sights. I sort of enjoyed being in these different places
as I have always been in Massachusetts. Mark was happy I was there and that was
important to me.
We were back in New England for a month or so and there was a party coming up at Vince McMahon's house. Vince and Linda were hosting a birthday party for Steven Austin's wife Debra. It was to be a surprise. Everyone was buzzing about Vince's parties, it seemed that he was one-hell-of-a-host. Everyone would be there. It was to be a semi-casual affair.
On one of my shopping trips I picked up just the right outfit. It accented all the
right places and I wanted to make Mark proud. He always complimented me on my appearance, whether I was wearing jeans and a sweater or tee shirt or and oversized night shirt. So I wanted to look my best. Mark wore black leather pants ( I loved those things) and a dark green shirt that brought out his eyes. Let me tell ya he looked hot! As for Glen he wore a pair of navy pants with a light blue shirt that accented HIS pale blue eyes.
I was going to be in the company of two of the handsomest men in the WWF. Glen didn't have a date and Mark suggested we go a threesome. I approved.
As we were getting ready Mark had been complaining of a real bad headache. He said it started that afternoon. He get these migraines and just wants to lay down in a dark room. He said he didn't want me to miss this party as it was my first, but he didn't know how long we would stay.
He and Glen were already downstairs in the lounge enjoying a few drinks while they waited for me. I entered the lounge area when I hear Mark say, "Wow, Darlin, don't you look terrific!"
He then turned to Glen who was now staring at me, "Hell, Glen we're gonna be the envy of everyone tonight!"
"Yup" was all Glen could manage and headed
back to the bar to finish his drink. I watched as he downed it.
"Oh, you guys, stop! I'm the lucky one, look at you two. I'm so honored to have the two of you by my side." I hooked one arm to Mark and the other to Glen. They both smiled adoringly.
"So how's the headache?" I asked.
"It's getting worst but I'm doing okay for now, and besides I don't want you to miss this."
I thanked him for being so considerate and insisted that if he
felt worst that we would just leave. He agreed.
The party was in full swing by the time we arrived. There were tables of food set up, a full bar complete with a bartender that would make any drink your heart desired and a Disc jockey spinning the latest tunes. We greeted Vince and Linda and exchanged pleasantries. When the three of us entered the room arm in arm, there were all kinds of
comments and compliments.
"We're starting to wonder about you three!" someone said.
And yet another "You both (meaning Mark and Glen) seem quite content lately."
Mark replied, "Hey, she keeps the two of us in line. I can't complain!"
Glen didn't say a word just smiled and headed for the bar. I heard him order a double Jack and watched him down it, then glanced back at me.
About an hour had passed and Mark was feeling much worst.
"Why don't we just leave?" I suggested. "Look there's no reason for you to leave, I'm just gonna go back to the hotel and lie down. Glen can bring you back with him that is, if he doesn't get lucky. If he does, ask Vince to have the limo bring you back." I insisted on leaving with him but he wouldn't hear of it. So I stayed. Before he left I saw him inform Glen that he was leaving. I was left to mingle and watch as Glen got shit faced! He looked troubled but I dared not ask for fear of what he would say.
pt 20
I heard a song that kind of expresses the hidden feelings that Glen feels for Mary. It's by
Evan and Jaron "Crazy for this girl"
She rolls the window down,
and she talks over the the sound,
of the cars that pass us by,
I don't know why, but she's changed my mind.
You look at her and she looks at me,
She's got me thinking about her ut constantly,
But she don't know how I feel.
She carries on with a doubt,
I wonder if she's figued out,
I'm crazy for this girl,
Yeah I'm crazy for this girl!
She was the one to hold me,
the night the sky fell down,
And what was I thinking then,
the world didn't end,
Why didn't I know, what I know now.
Right now, face to face,
all my fears, pushed aside
And right now,
ready to spend the rest of my life with you.
I mingled a little and danced with Stephanie, Lita and Joanie. Then I sat by myself
observing the festivities when Glen came over and sat next to me.
"Enjoying yourself?" he asked.
"Yeah, but I wish Mark was here so I could slow dance with him."
I could see Glen's glass start to shake but I made no reference.
"Would you like to dance with me?" he asked. "I'm not Mark but I can stand in for him." I smiled, "Sure, why not."
He stood up, held out his trembling hand and led me to the dance floor. He put his arm around me and pulled me close. His body was very stiff as though he was frightened. I found the
scent of his cologne very intoxicating. His head rested on the top of mine and his nose was
in my hair.
"Your hair smells real nice" he commented.
"Thank you."
I could feel his hand tremble as he ran it down the back of my hair. I looked up into his pale blue eyes and he looked down into mine. `I can't be this close to her. I know she'll be able to feel my heart pounding. Not to mention the fact that I'm becoming aroused. Her breasts are
pressed against me and I can feel how soft her skin is. I've got to tell her how I feel!'
The song ended and Glen moved away from me quickly and went outside for some
air. I followed him at which time I saw him cup his face in his hands and say "How can I
tell her?"
"How can you tell me what, Glen?" He turned around in shock.
"I was... uh....just thinking out loud." he replied. "I gathered that but you sounded so desperate."
"You won't understand," he backed away from me. "Try me," I looked into his eyes and
moved closer to him.
"Mary, I've been fighting this for months now. I can't hide it anymore."
We were interrupted by Linda saying that were about to bring out Debra's birthday cake. Glen quickly went inside. I stood there for a moment trying to comprehend what Glen was trying to say. I went back to the party only to find him back at the bar with yet another double Jack.
The party was winding down and it was time for us to leave. Vince provided limos for those who had too much to drink and that meant Glen. I approached him and informed him that we should go. I could see that he was feeling no pain. We entered the limo and headed back to the hotel. I didn't mention a thing about the conversation he had
started earlier and it was complete silence until we passed a park and Glen asked the driver to stop. He stumbled out of the car and I followed, "Are you going to be sick?" I asked.
"No" he replied.
He told me he wanted to continue the conversation he started
earlier. `Did he read my mind or what'
"You know," he started with slurred speech, "when I first met you I didn't like
you, I didn't know you and didn't want to. Then Mark told me how much I hurt you by the things you heard me say to him and I felt like shit! So now I've gotten over that and got to know you." As he continued, he paced and stumbled, "I've lived under the same roof you with, I've traveled with you, shared a room with you and Mark. Hell, Mary I've even watched you make love to him one night. And all I could do was wish it was me!
ME, Mary! I can't be around you. I've fallen in love with you! Mark is my best friend and I'm in love with his woman."
I listened in shock at what was coming from his mouth. He continued yet with more, "Hell, Mary I've even made love to you in my dreams! That's
why there's no one else - No one compares to you! When I'm near you, my feelings are so intense that I tremble. In the barn I wanted to take you in my arms and kiss you. Then I realized that I was lying next to you in the hay. I ran. Tonight the same thing. I held you
close and I ...got so excited. I can't fight it anymore."
He dropped to a seat on a bench and buried his face in his hands. I didn't know what to say. I couldn't believe my ears. I knew there was something a while back that didn't make sense but, I never thought of him with such feelings for me. I sat down beside me.
"When did you see me make love to Mark?" I inquired.
He looked down at his hands, "By the fire, I didn't stay out that night. I couldn't get the image of you and me, the milk and cookies deal out of my head. So I came home early and saw you. I just watched, I know that sounds sick but I couldn't help it. You were there naked and you looked so incredibly beautiful."
I reached for his hand. I knew he was very drunk, because he would have never told me these things. He's too
shy and reserve for that.
"Glen" he looked over at me and reached for my chin and planted a kiss on my lips. I didn't pull away. He continued with such passion and his tongue explored my mouth. He led further into the park to a spot out of sight. He grabbed me and pulled me to him as his hand roamed my body. He layed me down on the soft grass and pressed his body to mine.
"I love you, Mary."
I could feel his erection through our clothes. He reached under my skirt and tore at my undies removing them,then undid his pants releasing his swollen gland. He slowly entered me and I reluctantly accepted him. He awkwardly moved in and out of me. Then suddenly stopped when he looked at the fear in my eyes.
"I want you so bad but not like this. I'm drunk and I don't want to hurt you. I'm scared Mary, I've never felt like this before. I'm sorry!"
He stood up and stumble back to the car, got in and passed out. `Maybe he'll think it was a dream,then I won't have to deal with it. But now I know how he truly feels. What am I going to
do? Mark will kill him if he finds out.'
tbc
return to my library chamber
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