How Did I Fall In Love With You

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*How Did I Fall In Love With You by Backstreet boys,Never Had A Dream Come True by S Club7 *

How did fall in love with you

Remember when, we never needed each other

The best of friends like

We understood, we'd never be,

Those days are gone, and I want so much

The night is long and I need your touch

Don't know what to say

I never meant to feel this way

Chorus: What can I do, to make it right

Falling so hard so fast this time

What did I say, what did you do?

How did I fall in love with you?

And I start to tremble

Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends

Bridge: Oh I want to say this right

And it has to be tonight

Just need you to know, oh yeah

I don't want to live this life

I don't want to say goodbye

With you I wanna spend

What can I do, to make it right

Falling so hard so fast this time

Everything's changed, we never knew

How did I fall,in love ,with you?

Remember when, we never needed each other

The best of friends like

We understood, we'd never be,

Mark sat in his locker room thinking about allot things his feelings for me. He was confused about this and he didn't know why to tell her this seeing I was mourning for the death for husband Matt whom died in car accident a few months ago. In his eyes I changed so much that he didn't what to do and he knew he needed to tell me of his feelings for me.

'Is it to soon to tell her?'Mark asked himself as he sat on the leather couch

Meanwhile I was sitting in my locker room thinking about the past few months and how it changed me not for better either. Tears for sorrow filled my eyes on how I treated everyone on the roster like shit. Regret filled my very being and I looked in the full length mirror to see myself dressed like Terri with skin tight dresses that stopped at my thighs or skin tight shirts that nearly showed that tops of my breasts.

'My goodness what has happened to me?'I asked myself while standing looking in the mirror at myself

I made decision right then and walked away from the mirror. I grabbed my bag and walked right into the bathroom to change out of these slut like clothes which I wore week in and week out. After couple minutes I walked out of the bathroom wearing my leggings and my Dead man Inc. work shirt.

'I look great'I said to myself

With that I walked out of the room and ran right into chest of a man. I fell right on my ass and my eyes slowly traveled up.

'Nice set of legs'I said to myself

My eyes continued to work up until my eyes locked two dark green eyes of Mark who was extended his hand to me. Slowly I reached out for his hand and accepted it. As he helped me up I stopped breathing for some reason.

'I've acted like this since I was in love with"I stopped myself

Tears started to fall down my checks unto my shirt I was wearing. Mark wiped the tear away with his thumb and he pulled me into his arms. I cried on his shoulder for so long I held back my grief from everyone on the roster expect from him. All those months of hiding my pain and now I was finally letting it now for the first time in months but it felt like forever. As I cried Mark whispered sweet words of encouragement to me. Mark said a silent prayer to god to give him strength to tell of me of his love for me.

'Please give me the strength to tell him of my love for him'I said to myself as Mark held me close to him.

Soon one moment would seal our lives forever...

Those days are gone, and I want so much

The night is long and I need your touch

Don't know what to say

I pulled back from his embrace and our eyes locked on each other. Everything seemed to disappear and we only ones there. Then our faces were now inches apart from each other and I could his breathe inches away from my lips. My heart was racing and my pulse rate seemed to increase. Then his lips were on mine in soft tender kiss that I've ever experienced in my life. Slowly my hands went up Mark's arms and around to his shoulder holding him closer to me and he slowly wrapped his arms around my waist pressing me closer to his body as we deepen the kiss. Unknown to us Jeff Hardy Matt's brother and Lita friend to both Jeff and Matt was walking around the corner and saw us kissing. Shock look appeared on both their faces as they watched us.

"That bitch how could she"Jeff said to Lita

"Jeff you knew that one day Anne was going to move on with her life"Lita said trying to calm Jeff down

"Bull shit Lita and you know it"Jeff said to her storming off

"Shit"Lita said going after Jeff

Jeff stopped few inches from us and cleared his throat very loudly causing me to jump out of Mark's arms.

"What hell is this Anne my brother's has not been dead for long and you're already seeing someone!!"Jeff said to me

I quickly looked down at the floor feeling ashamed for kissing Mark and I felt Mark took my hand in his. Upon seeing this Jeff became more enraged at the both of us.

"You slut you had this planned along"Jeff said to me

Jeff's words cut my heart in two and tears started to fall from my eyes. I took a deep breathe to regain my voice to defend myself.

"NOOOO it's like that at all Jeff you know it"I said to him

"Bullshit you damn bitch you never loved brother in the first place"Jeff said to me

"I loved your brother the first time I met him and I keep our memories locked in my heart"I said to Jeff in tears

Mark hearing me cry decided to end this now.

"Jeff it's not what it looks like"Mark said tried to explain

"Well tells us Mark please enlighten me"Lita said in nasty tone

"You bitch how can you say such thing I and Mark have been friends since I started working in the wwf"I said to her

"Bitch huh I'll give a bitch"Lita said to me

Lita launches herself at me but I moved and she hit the locker room door. Then I started to stomp a mud hole in her ass and someone grabbed me from behind and lifted my foot up. Then I kicked that someone in the balls.

"Fucking bitch"Jeff hissed under his breathe

"That's whata ya'll for mess with her"Mark said to Jeff

Moments later all four of us started to fight in the hallway and it took all the wrestlers and refs to spilt us up. Mark stormed off and I followed him.

"Mark wait for me Mark"I yelled at him

Mark stopped dead in his tracks and turned around to look at me.

'Damn he's pissed'I said to myself as I neared him.

As I saw his eyes become dark green with gentle loving look that I always saw the first time I met him......

(sometime last year)

I stood before Matt's grave and tears were going down my eyes. I didn't even bother to wipe them away and I knelt before his grave. Silently I laid on single red rose upon his grave and slowly stood to my full height.

"I miss you Matt Hardy"i said softly to myself

Unknown to me Mark stood few away yards from me and he just stood there watching me. His heart broke to see me crying and he wished he could run over there and just hold me as I cried but his pride stopped him from doing so.

'God I wish I could hold her my arms and take all her pain away'Mark said to himself

The wind softly blew in my hair and the breeze caressed my check like a man's hand would do.I turned and walked away from his grave. Mark quickly hide behind the tree to keep from being seen by me and I looked back one last time before getting into my car and riving away forever. Making sure I was safe distance away Mark came from behind the tree and walked over to Matt's grave. Wearing his ever present black sunglasses and black bandana with his hair pulled in ponytail Mark felt his legs become jelly and about to give out on him. Finally Mark stood in front of Matt's grave and silently said a prayer for his fallen friend. Mark turned around to leave when he was Matt's ghost standing before him. All the color drained out his face upon the sight.

'Now I'm going crazy'Mark said to himself as he looked at the angel like Matt that stood before him

Matt was covered with golden light and he smiled at his friend

"Mark my dear friend I've come to ask you a favor"Matt said to him

"Whhhaaaattt favor would that be Maattt?"Mark asked him

Matt shook his head and started to explain the reason he decided to visit Mark instead of me. As Matt explained to Mark why he was here Mark's mind went back to me seeing how much of bad shape I was in when I left.

"Now do you understand why I'm here"Matt said to him

"Yeah and what is the favor do you want me to do"Mark said to him

"I need you to be there for Anne and I know a year from now you two will confess your feelings for each other"Matt said to Mark

"Whoa how in the world do you know am I that transparent"Mark said to Matt

"Kinda of Mark but I know you never meant to fall in love with her my friend please care of her"Matt said to Mark

"I will my friend"Mark said to his friend before he disappeared

Mark walked away still confused about what this happened even through he didn't understand what happened he knew he had to take care of me at the request of my husband Matt.

"Don't worry I'll take care of her and I will promise"Mark said before hopping on his bike and riding off.

I never meant to feel this way

We stared at each other for moment longer and he extended his hand to me. I accepted it and we walked out into the parking lot hand and hand towards his bike. Upon getting to the bike I stopped short of it.

"Umm Mark I've never rode a bike before"I said to him

"That's OK come on it's windy freedom"Mark said to me

'What in the hell I'll do it'I said to myself

Mark carefully helped me unto the bike and I wrapped my arms around his waist.He kicked back the stand and revved up the bike. Mark and I roared out the parking lot on the bike and I laid on head on his back. I took in scent of him like his leather vest and his colgue he wore,the wind blew right throughout my hair. We rode passed other cars and I never knew that Mark loved the feeling of me holding unto to him. Mark felt like he was in heaven having me hold unto to him he drove the motorcycle and without giving a through to it I started to let my hands roam over his chest and when I realized what I was doing I quickly stopped.My checks burned with embarrassment of what I just did to him and wrapped my arms back around his waist. Mark's heart was racing out of control when I let my hands roam and it took all himself control not to pull over and take me right there but he purposed in his mind that he wanted it to special not out of lust.

'Soon we'll arrive at my secret place I go to be peace'Mark said to himself as he turned off the road unto side street.

'I wonder where is he taking me'I said to myself

Soon I would find out and then I and Mark would express our love for each other in passionate moment.

What can I do, to make it right

Falling so hard so fast this time

What did I say, what did you do?

How did I fall in love with you?

Mark parked the bike and turned it off. I unwrapped my arms from around his waist and I lend back for him to get off. After getting off the bike Mark helped me off. We walked in silence until we arrived at a cabin. We walked up to the door and we entered the cabin.

"May goodness Mark it's huge"I said to him

"Thank you and this is a place I come to clear my thoughts and to be by myself to think about"Mark's voice trailed off

"Think about what Mark?"I asked him

"You"Mark said to me

"Why you would you need to think about me Mark why?"I asked quietly

"I've fallen in love with you Anne from the first day I met you"Mark confused to me

'Are we reading each other's minds or something'I said to myself

"I...I don't know to say but I've been in love with you too"I confused to him

'There I said it now what's his reaction going to be'I said to myself

"Anne iii"Mark said traveling off

Now Mark stood right in front of me tears were running down my face as I looked up at him. With his finger he wiped away the tears and softly caressed my check.

"SSSHHHH Anne"Mark said to me

He pulled me into his arms and held me to him. He rested his head on mine and we stood there holding unto each other like we were going to lose each other forever. Moments passed but to me it seemed like eternity and Mark pulled back from me. I watched in silence as he walked over to the stereo and turned it on. The station that was on 97.1 and a song that played on the radio was Never Had A Dream Come True by S Club 7.

Never Had A Dream Come True

Everybody's got something,

they had to leave behind,

One regret from yesterday,

that just seems to grow with time,

There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering),

How it could be now or might have been (or might have been),

Oh this I know, but still I can't find ways to let you go,

I never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby,

I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be with you.

Somewhere in my memory

I've lost all sense of time,

And tomorrow can never be

cos yesterday is all that fills my mind,

There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering),

How it should be now or might have been (or might have been),

Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go,

I never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby,

I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head

Yes you will, say you will, you know you will oh baby,

You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget,

There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering),

Because love is a strange and funny thing (and funny thing),

No matter how I try, I try I just can't say goodbye, no no no no,

I never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby,

I never found the words to say (never found the words to say),

You're the one I think about each day (you're the one I think about each day),

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be with you

A part of me will always be with you, oooohhh.

Mark turned to me and I walked to him without any hesitation at all. I put on my hand in his and slowly he pulled me into his arms. I placed my other hand on his shoulder and he placed his hand on my hip as we danced,but as the song played he pulled me closer to him. We slow danced together and everything seemed to stand still for moment and I laid on my head on his chest listening to his heartbeat in my ear.

"I love you Mark"I whispered into his chest

"I love you anne"He whispered to me

'This song is my goodbye to you Matt'I said to myself

The song ended a long time along but as I looked into his eyes I only saw love shinning in them. Mark lowered his lips to mine in soft gentle kiss and I wrapped my arms around his neck to deepen it. I was reward for this by hearing a very deep gowl from him and without breaking the kiss he picked me up.He carried me to down the hallway where we were going to become lovers.

As we entered the room I found myself becoming very shy now like I was still virgin. He carried me to the bed and softly laid me upon it. Now we laid hips to hips and I unwrapped my arms around his neck and Mark pulled back from the kiss. He ran his finger down my check and slowly came up. He sat on his knees and then I followed his lead.He started to unbutton his shirt but I unstopped him.

"Let me"I said hushed voice

He dropped his arms to the side of his body and as I unbuttoned the shirt I kissed the exposed skin from the skin. After kissing the exposed skin of his chest with his help I pushed his shirt of his shoulders to the floor. I lend up and untied the bandana from around his forehead. I felt his hands cupping my breasts through the shirt causing mt to moan pleasure. I grabbed his shoulders for support and getting the bandana off I threw it to the floor.

"Oh Mark,Mark ahhhh"I moaned into his ear

Soon Mark's hands found their way under my shirt and I felt his hands work behind me to my bra. He successfully unhooked my bra and pulled both clothing off my body leaving my topless before him. I pressed myself closer to him and I reached to untie his brand. Trying not to pull his hair I carefully pulled the rubber band from his hair. Now completing that unbraid his hair and it fell in waves down his back.

"Leave it down it looks very sexy"I whispered to him

"As you wish"Mark said softly

I lend down for him to kiss me on the lips but instand kissing me on the lips he kissed down my neck causing to grasp his shoulder for the soul purpose of not falling back. His lips were leaving a trail of fire down my neck and with his tongue liking my neck too caused my hair to fall back.

"Mark ahhhh Mark"I moaned softly

He placed his hands on my back to hold me to him. He kissed down the center of my chest and the hairs on face was making hotter than ever before.Then I felt his mouth take my breast into his mouth and felt him suck it gently on it like baby getting milk from it's mother and my head fell back in pleasure.

'God I've never felt such pleasure in my life Matt never did this to me'I said to myself

Mark continued to the next one and we became to remove all articles of clothing from both of our bodies. As he loomed over me I knew this was the man I loved since I met him.Mark slowly entered me and I closed my eyes in effort to take all of him in me.

'Damn she's so tight'Mark said to himself

Mark moved very slowly to me used to his size after few moments I need moreof him. I wrapped my legs around his waist causing to go deeper in me. He moved faster and harder into me I didn't care I just loved the feeling of him inside me. I threw on my head from side to side on the pillow and sweat was pouring from his forehead unto to my body. I felt my first climax and I nearly screamed out his name. Mark felt my insides surround him and his breathing became irregular. Mark could hear his heartbeat in ring in his ears and throwing his head back in totally pleasure he released self upon me. I welcomed his hot seed into my body and fell unto me. I welcome the weight of his body upon mine and herealized his error he carefully withdrew his member of my body. He laid next to me pulling me into his embrace with my last remaining strength I had pulled the covers over my body but Mark pulled it the rest over the both of us. We laid there in the afterglow of our love making and we whispered three words that came to their lips easily like we used them all the time.